Saturday, October 27, 2007

my photos...

I added a link to my flicker page here in my blog , check it and enjoy, it is there on the left border of my blog page ...

Thursday, October 18, 2007

My crazy nights...!

Ok every body hold ur breaths u r going to read my first diary on my blog , 1st of all don't criticize my language I already know that I have a poor one , but I promise I will relieve u from the torture of reading bad language very soon as I am planning to apply to an English course...
I am working in the hospitals world for almost five years now , but the thing whcih I couldn't adapt to is working at night shift , to contradict my normal human physiology and stay fully awake while every single cell in my body crying desperately for sleep , but I think what makes me continue is the life paradox I experience which push my adrenaline up to the limit with every shift ...

last night was one of those crazy nights , it was heavy admission at the paediatric department , we spend the night with two of my colleagues and two intern doctors running between sick kids , there were a cocktail of sickness as alwayes happen with weather changes , ranging from a simple flue to a severe pneumonia which needed an admission to the paediatric intensive care unit , passing by that poor kid who could't keep any thing down and he was continuously throwing up pushing the nerve of the nurse , cleaner and his mommy to the edge ...

then it comes the funny story of that lovely 2 years old girl who could hardly take her breath and she was severly ill because of acute exacerbation of her asthma , her parent was too worry about her , but aftre 2 hours of my good management ... lol , she was stabilized and the father left home , and we admit the girl at about 2:00 am with her pregnant mom to complete her treatment as in patient , every body was satisfied and relaxed , but the story did't end her , at about 4:45 am the nurse phoned me yelling the pregnant mom in pain she may be in labor , I thought what an endless night , ok don't panic relax , I hurry up to the mom that peaceful mom turned to a miserable women the labor pain is the most painful pain a human being can ever experience , I tried to relax her I called my helper to take her in wheelchair immediately to the delievery room 5 minutes away from our department , but the mom has different plan she called her husband and she wanted to leave to a private clinic , her husband came he was in a total mess too, he wanted her to deliver at the hospital and they start to argue and really there were no time to argue I was pushed to wind up this argument because of the critical situation I asked the father firmly what was ur arrangment before he said we arrange to deliver at private clinic I told him ok go on don't waste ur time hurry up to the private ( it was't too far from the hospital ) clinic ,and after u finish bring some body to stay with the sick girl he said the grandmom is taking care of the twin sister of the sick girl , I saied in confidence while from inside I was crumbling , ok go and try to find any one else later just go we will take care of ur child , they left with the nurse , I looked back to the lovely sleeping girl and said please don't wake up tell ur mommy or what who ever come back to u , 15 min later she wake up and another type of night shift torturing started , crying crying ... endless crying , I was afraied that her condition will deteriorate , never stopped crying , what a stubborn kid , for one and half hour she did't stop tell her grandmomy came at last ... and she bring the good news the mom delivered peacefully a baby girl ...

I think I will never admit a pregnant mom again in my on call ... lol
enjoy the long story ...and we will meet in my next night shift adventure hope it will be shorter...

I am tired gonna to sleep... good night...

Monday, October 15, 2007

العلاج هو الافشاء

العلاج هو الافشاء .. والافشاء .. والمفاتحة .. والمكاشفة.. والمناجاة الحميمة بين يدي صديق .. أو حبيب ..

والصداقة الحميمة علاج أحسن من الطب ,لان التكاشف فيها يتم عن تراض وعن تعاطف وعن حب وعن ثقة .. بدون غرض وبدون أجر .. الصداقة لها أيد ناعمة تستل الأسرار من مكامنها وتحفظها وتحنو عليها .. وتضمد الجراح وتأسو الآلام ..

الصديق طبيب عظيم لايقدر بثمن ..

احتفظ بصديق تفتح له قلبك .. وتكشف له خباياك وجروحك .. صديق تغضب معه .. وتثور معه .. وتكره معه ..

ان الصديق أحسن وقاية من الأزمات .. لأنك في كل مرة تكاشفه فيها .. تتحلل نفسك .. ثم يتم تركيبها من جديد في سياق سليم..

د.مصطفى محمود
hope u all have this kind of friend

Thursday, October 11, 2007

الشيباني والعزوز زي ماتسمي فيهم امي عيدكم امبارك ان شاء الله

كل عيد وأنتم الى الله أقرب وعن ناره أبعد

Tuesday, October 9, 2007

زخة مطر...!

أن تفيق في الفجر وترى ما طرأ على الكون من مسحات غامضة غريبة اثر هطول المطر وأنت نائم أمر يجعلك تؤمن

بأن سر الخلاص الكبير للانسان وهو يسير فوق الأرض يربض حتما في اكتشاف هذه اللحظات العامرة باليقين .

"I love walking in the rain, ’cause then no-one knows I’m crying."

بالامس هطل المطر على مدينتي فكسى الارض بعبير الفرح

Sunday, October 7, 2007


لتهبي رياح الألم فقد تعود جسدي على سياط جلاديك
هبي واقذفي بي أين ماتشائين
هبي ليبدأ فصل جديد من فصول المعاناة
هبي وهبي فماذا بعد أكثر
هبي فقد ضاعت بوصلتي
وانطفأ مصباحي
وانكسر مجدافي
وتهت كملاح لم يعد يدري أي الاتجاهات يسلك
فماذا بعد أكثر...
هبي فمهما طال الزمن سيكون لهبوبك نهاية
سترحلين عني شئت أم أبيت
فهذا هو ناموس الكون
وهذه سنة الله في خلقه
مايقلقني ويخيفني هو ما سيتبقى لي مني بعد سكونك
فهل سأتمكن من جمع شتاتي المبعثرة لتنهض كيانا قويا متكاملا كما عهدتها لترسو على اليابسة من جديد
أم سأكون أشلاءا متناثرة ضعيفة لاهوية لها تتلاعب بها الأمواج
كما تشاء وتقذف بها كل يوم على شاطئ جديد

الثلاثاء ابريل 11 /2006
الثانية صباحا
حجرة أطباء عناية جراحة القلب أطفال
    • بعد ان أخذت الامانة و حلقت الروح الى بارئها

Saturday, October 6, 2007

The Paradoxical Commandments

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.Help people anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth.Give the world the best you have anyway.

by Dr. Kent M. Keith