I am totally confused, and wish u call, and if u please do not just read and frown.
Should I blog about this, or should I keep it for my own.
Should I counsel a friend, or just think alone.
Should I go overseas to advance in my carrier, or stay here buried as unknown.
And if I went … should I continue in my field, or should I change it and make my past experience blown.
And before I go, should I enter the golden cage, or should I remain alone.
Lacking of sleep, lacking of desire, lacking my spirit being high as a flaming fire...
Should I quit my job to organize my messy life, or should I stay.
I think the best thing to do now is, to read some Quran and pray.
Praise ALLAH almighty and ask him to light up my way .