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Saturday, January 26, 2008

winter blue's scribbles!

from my scribbles to a cherished friend after little corrections to keep some privacy :)



I am totally confused, and wish u call, and if u please do not just read and frown.

Should I blog about this, or should I keep it for my own.

Should I counsel a friend, or just think alone.


Should I go overseas to advance in my carrier, or stay here buried as unknown.

And if I went … should I continue in my field, or should I change it and make my past experience blown.

And before I go, should I enter the golden cage, or should I remain alone.


Lacking of sleep, lacking of desire, lacking my spirit being high as a flaming fire...

Should I quit my job to organize my messy life, or should I stay.


I think the best thing to do now is, to read some Quran and pray.

Praise ALLAH almighty and ask him to light up my way .

Thursday, January 3, 2008

Get well soon teacher !



The hard job which was exhausting me, finished today, cheers !!!
It was the last day for the 5th year pediatrics clinical exam, I will write out a short idea how the exam is running, each day there are 60 candidates (5th year medical students) , each candidate have to be examined by 4 committees, in each of the 3 committees there is a baby or a child to be medically examined by the 5th year medical student, in front of two examiners who will discuss the case with him, then they evaluate and put his mark, and the 4th committee is an oral exam; to prepare all these committees, with the babies and children to be examined, we have to arrive to the hospital at 7:15 to 7:30 am, with two of my colleagues, we are the coordinators, over the tutors, who will organize these committees.

I wake up before dawn, wash, take my breakfast, and just immediately after alfajer, I got dressed, and hurry up to the hospital, we finish every day around 3:00 p.m.
That continued for 9 days, every day I back home, with every single muscle cell in my legs and feet ,crying eagerly for rest, and my head is throbbing like a drum, I say to myself, tomorrow will be another similar day, so get some rest deary, or u will be done, so I eat, pray, and sleep like a child...
While all this is running, I have to catch up my English classes , and I do attend them, but with less energy, today as usual we finished the exam at 3:00 p.m., and my English class start today at 2:00 p.m., I decided that I will join the class after the break coz we usually take two different subjects, one before and the other after the break, I am that kind of student, who try as much as she can to not miss any thing ,so we hurry up, me and a friend of mine, using her car, breaking through the traffic jam, to reach there at the time of the break, we luckily found a park quickly, speeded to the building, took the stair up to the classes, she joined her class, and I proceeded to my class to find it ...
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da .. da .. da .. daaa ...
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surprisingly empty, first thing passed my mind, they are in a break , but as I was proceeding forward to the board, there it was written in a big letters:
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Ivan (the teacher) is unwell today, and he will be absent ...
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so every body already passed by, and left...
I paused, thought for a moment, then I smiled , took the color pen , and wrote on the board, wish you get well soon, and draw a smily face beside it, with excitement I turned back home , home sweet home I am coming , and tomorrow is the weekend, so an endless sleep is waiting for me.

Monday, December 31, 2007

2008

I experience very hard ending for 2007, many crucial and fateful decisions, I have to make, which will design and define my near and far future, in the presence of very stressful and squeezing work atmosphere.
but it is really true, that in these hard times, you know exactly, who you really are, and what is the extreme of your
capabilities, and in these times you could easily point out, peoples who really care about you ...
Luckily in spite of all this, I could find some time off, to say for all of you :)
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HAPPY NEW YEAR

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Eid adha mubarak ...


How many rams do we have for al3eed???
Count them in the picture and tell me...
I used to survive al3eed hardly with two rams, I don't know if I could survive it this year with ........rams.
Yes, my family grew bigger, and we have many new members, for this reason rams number is increasing.
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HAPPY EID ADHA FOR ALL OF YOU
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Update of Eid's day...!!!
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BLOOD, BLOOD, BLOOD..
every where...
MEAT, MEAT, MEAT..
every where...
I'm drowning heeeeeeelp...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

A screaming out !!!!


Today my peaceful mind got smashed out at work, our job is already hard and overwhelming, and the last thing we would ever need is this extra load of stress.

Here is the story, today's morning one police man came to my place of work, and asked a colleague of mine to go with him, he said there is a complaint against her, and she has to go with him, the beginning was few days back, when one sick baby boy died, during a major medical critical procedure, which was done in an attempt to save his life, to make the picture clearer, I have to mention that, death is a well known complication, for this life saving emergency procedure, the problem here is that, his parent couldn't accept this fact, and they want to accuse some body for their baby's lose.

I am not going to blame the parents here, and I am not going to discuss if they have the right to sue that doctor or not, and I am not going to defend my colleague, and try to convince you that she do her best to keep that baby alive.

I am here just to shout, to yell, to scream out: WAKE UP PEOPLE THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT WAY !!!

If every patient die, his family would make a complaint against the doctor who was on charge of him, in the nearest police department, and the police man came to arrests that doctor, we will definitely end up with empty hospitals.

There is a part of the Libyan law deal with these kind of cases, and any doctor accused, there is a respectful way to call him, and to investigate the suit with a scientific means, in the presence of consultants , who analyze the situation and with the judge, they can decide, if the suspected doctor was charged or not, I don't know why it is not applied in every case.

Our job is very critical, we deal with death on daily bases, and to be blamed for every single loss, and to be called as any criminal, (the difference is just they don't put a handcuffs in our hands), that will be an extra unbearable load at work atmosphere, and more than devastation to the doctor's spirit.

There should be a law, which can protect a doctor from being called to court in this unrespectful way, because he was doing his job, aiming to heal people, and save their lives and not attempting to kill them, then if they found he was accused, because of mistakes, ignorance, neglect or anything, justice will take place in the right way, and not the other way around; he is innocent till proved otherwise because that is the essence of his job.


By the way that wasn't the first time, for this to happen in my work field; and thanks for Allah it doesn't happen to me till now; but it seems that my threshold to tolerate these situations has reached its limit.

Monday, December 3, 2007

wo0O0ow






I don't know if you have seen this video or not, but when I watched it today I couldn't help not to share it with you.

It's just a wo0O0ow...

How human can be such creative
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Saturday, December 1, 2007

a welcome








Salaam dear friends and visitors I will be grateful if you welcome with me one of my cherished friends to the blog sphere, she is a regular visitor of all your blogs, but she needed a lot of courage to step forward to the blogsphere and create her own, she is shy and easily embarrassed ... lolz... so help me to support and shore up her ...
welcome deary our hands are outstretched to receive your pearls...

click here to welcome her

http://tmc-gathering.blogspot.com/