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Monday, December 31, 2007

2008

I experience very hard ending for 2007, many crucial and fateful decisions, I have to make, which will design and define my near and far future, in the presence of very stressful and squeezing work atmosphere.
but it is really true, that in these hard times, you know exactly, who you really are, and what is the extreme of your
capabilities, and in these times you could easily point out, peoples who really care about you ...
Luckily in spite of all this, I could find some time off, to say for all of you :)
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HAPPY NEW YEAR

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Eid adha mubarak ...


How many rams do we have for al3eed???
Count them in the picture and tell me...
I used to survive al3eed hardly with two rams, I don't know if I could survive it this year with ........rams.
Yes, my family grew bigger, and we have many new members, for this reason rams number is increasing.
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HAPPY EID ADHA FOR ALL OF YOU
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Update of Eid's day...!!!
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BLOOD, BLOOD, BLOOD..
every where...
MEAT, MEAT, MEAT..
every where...
I'm drowning heeeeeeelp...

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

A screaming out !!!!


Today my peaceful mind got smashed out at work, our job is already hard and overwhelming, and the last thing we would ever need is this extra load of stress.

Here is the story, today's morning one police man came to my place of work, and asked a colleague of mine to go with him, he said there is a complaint against her, and she has to go with him, the beginning was few days back, when one sick baby boy died, during a major medical critical procedure, which was done in an attempt to save his life, to make the picture clearer, I have to mention that, death is a well known complication, for this life saving emergency procedure, the problem here is that, his parent couldn't accept this fact, and they want to accuse some body for their baby's lose.

I am not going to blame the parents here, and I am not going to discuss if they have the right to sue that doctor or not, and I am not going to defend my colleague, and try to convince you that she do her best to keep that baby alive.

I am here just to shout, to yell, to scream out: WAKE UP PEOPLE THIS IS NOT THE RIGHT WAY !!!

If every patient die, his family would make a complaint against the doctor who was on charge of him, in the nearest police department, and the police man came to arrests that doctor, we will definitely end up with empty hospitals.

There is a part of the Libyan law deal with these kind of cases, and any doctor accused, there is a respectful way to call him, and to investigate the suit with a scientific means, in the presence of consultants , who analyze the situation and with the judge, they can decide, if the suspected doctor was charged or not, I don't know why it is not applied in every case.

Our job is very critical, we deal with death on daily bases, and to be blamed for every single loss, and to be called as any criminal, (the difference is just they don't put a handcuffs in our hands), that will be an extra unbearable load at work atmosphere, and more than devastation to the doctor's spirit.

There should be a law, which can protect a doctor from being called to court in this unrespectful way, because he was doing his job, aiming to heal people, and save their lives and not attempting to kill them, then if they found he was accused, because of mistakes, ignorance, neglect or anything, justice will take place in the right way, and not the other way around; he is innocent till proved otherwise because that is the essence of his job.


By the way that wasn't the first time, for this to happen in my work field; and thanks for Allah it doesn't happen to me till now; but it seems that my threshold to tolerate these situations has reached its limit.

Monday, December 3, 2007

wo0O0ow






I don't know if you have seen this video or not, but when I watched it today I couldn't help not to share it with you.

It's just a wo0O0ow...

How human can be such creative
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Saturday, December 1, 2007

a welcome








Salaam dear friends and visitors I will be grateful if you welcome with me one of my cherished friends to the blog sphere, she is a regular visitor of all your blogs, but she needed a lot of courage to step forward to the blogsphere and create her own, she is shy and easily embarrassed ... lolz... so help me to support and shore up her ...
welcome deary our hands are outstretched to receive your pearls...

click here to welcome her

http://tmc-gathering.blogspot.com/



Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Do you have a sleeplessness ???


An advice for all those who have a problem with sleep: STUDY MEDICINE.


It is amazing how these books can bring sleep , it was always a challenge for me to continue my study and keep my eyes and brain open and not to fall asleep , medical books have a magic power which could turn my brain off , so if you have any sleeping troubles I recommend these books.


Really I am known as a good reader , but when it comes to reading medical books I am a big lazy slacker person, you can easily imagine how relieving was my graduation , I am not going to say that I didn't study medicine since then , because that will be a big lie , but it wasn't a hard tough study , just some revision for specific topics, that is all...


And now it seems that those ugly days are coming back , to proceed in my career I need to continue my study abroad , and for that I have to prepare myself perfectly well, and here I am studying again.






Fortunately this time I start to study English not medicine, as a preparation to study medicine later , I applied to a language course run by the British council here in Libya, it sounded interesting at the start , our teacher is great he is a native speaker , my classmates are nice ,we study 6 to 9 hrs per week the main days are Tuesdays and Thursdays , I was active energetic at the beginning, get my homework done the day I receive it , but as the lessons progress it becomes harder , we sink deeper and deeper in the academic language , and that is really booooooooring ,,, and hellllllo... that big lazy slacker person in me woke up , last Thursday we got a writing task and it supposed to be ready and handed over to the teacher yesterday , and happily I didn't finish it till today and I will hand it over tomorrow, just imagine five days wasn't enough for me, what a shame, and I am good in finding excuses ( it was heavy week at work teacher , a lot of day and night shifts ...and the good voice in me shouting liar , liar, you didn't cover any duties neither a day nor a night shifts this week ) .



Today afternoon unfortunately found myself sleeping over my English book for the first time hope it is the last, so may be it is not really related to studying medicine, but to the Academic study in general , but I still insist the medical book rank number one for attracting sleep to me ... when ever I got insomnia (sleeplessness ) , I catch a book from my library and .. Hooops ... I dive into a peaceful ocean of sleeeeep...




So what is number one in your rank ?

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

SPARKLING LIGHT !!!



I have a problem, I AM SPARKLING LIGHT.

Today's when I woke up and turned my bed room chandelier on, the last alive light bulb in it blow out, my bed room light bulbs have the shortest life span ever at our home ... Ooh ! no my bathroom light bulb has a shorter life span, and if a light bulb any where at home found to be blown up I will be the first one accused ( and really isn't me :( !!).. There were times during my childhood when this reached the level made my mom take a few moments with me, to teach me how should I behave when I want to turn on the light, she said don't rush or dash just stand calm take deep breath and then turn the light on ... and it has really worked for us and our light bulbs lived longer since then ...

But whenever winter arrives I start to suffer again from my electricity , I couldn't count how many times I saw the sparkling light around me when it is dark and I am moving around or under the blanket, and on daily basis I get a shock every morning when I get in touch with the metallic water tap at the bathroom or with the doorknobs, not to mention the shocks I get when I hit other people's body around at work accidentally , and even shock them sometimes but fortunately it is more often me who get shocked not them whenever touched so it is less likely for them to look askance at me and mumble what a freak ...

So to what extent do you experience this phenomenon ???

Share me your stories if you have any :0)